I’ve been doing a lot of time in the ER lately. Today I saw a girl after an intentional overdose (she was ok).
I hope I treated her in a way that didn’t make her feel uncomfortable. I don’t know the shrink who was on duty, don’t know if he was any good. I would have [...]
Monday, December 29, 2008
Categories: Depression, Each of us bears his own Hell, It is not a case we are treating it is a living palpitating suffering fellow creature, We are ashamed of everything that is real about us, We are each our own devil and we make this world our he, bipolar, bipolar medication, manic depression . . Author: my sad alter ego . Comments: 11 Comments
I got reprimanded at work.
I apologize for the quality of this post ahead…I’m too tired and my brain is too fried to write well. Here’s what happened.
The last few weeks went surprisingly smoothly, the anger was under control, I was performing ok, and things seemed to be moving along reasonably considering being off all meds. [...]
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Categories: Depression, Each of us bears his own Hell, Great fear is concealed under daring., I'm so lonesome I could cry, It is not a case we are treating it is a living palpitating suffering fellow creature, Psychiatry is the death of the soul, Shrink's Line of the Day, The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, We are ashamed of everything that is real about us, and we make this world our hell, bipolar, bipolar medication, manic depression, my tender heart . . Author: my sad alter ego . Comments: 13 Comments
Someone recently blogged a full list, I thought it was kind of interesting, so once again, I’m bumping a substantial post down the ladder for this one. Here is my list; feel free to add your own:
Prozac (when it was new and pretty much the only thing on the market)
Zoloft
Nortriptyline (my wonder drug, which I [...]
Monday, December 15, 2008
Categories: The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, bipolar, bipolar medication, lithium, manic depression, psychiatry . . Author: my sad alter ego . Comments: 11 Comments
In an unpublished email, Milo wrote this comment to me:
Personally speaking, i passed a kidney stone last year, and being dead honest here, i’d much rather the physical illness than having a paranoid episode… i really really do. i tell you one thing Sara, the pain was absolutely horrendous, but no one laughed at me. [...]
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Categories: Depression, Each of us bears his own Hell, It is not a case we are treating it is a living palpitating suffering fellow creature, Psychiatry is the death of the soul, The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, We are ashamed of everything that is real about us, We are each our own devil, We are each our own devil and we make this world our he, and we make this world our hell, bipolar, lithium, manic depression, my tender heart, psychiatry . . Author: my sad alter ego . Comments: 9 Comments
Things here are mostly the same, maybe slightly better since I’m working back at my main hospital, mood more or less stable, but in a slow decline. Physical health also taxing and on top of it, a massive viral infection (winter in the ER, joy to the world), but whatever. I can deal a lot [...]
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Categories: Each of us bears his own Hell, The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, We are ashamed of everything that is real about us, We are each our own devil, bipolar, bipolar medication, feminism, manic depression, my tender heart . . Author: my sad alter ego . Comments: 6 Comments